I have struggled with my artistic individuality for years. It’s not that I’m not unique, it’s that my work IS unique….unlike what I see elsewhere. When I create my clothing lines, they are fun and funky and different, but I always keep an eye to trends and what other artists are selling. That seems to be where my inner conflict or discomfort originates.

Being influenced is different than trying to influence yourself. The first is about an unconscious absorption of what one sees and experiences that becomes evident as one expresses oneself creatively. The latter is not so natural, it can be artificial, superficial, and feel uncomfortable. Creating something “to sell” is being a crafter. Of course, there is nothing wrong with crafting, but owning that I’m an artist implies creating one-of-a-kind, original, unique pieces. Trying to be authentic, true to myself and trying to somehow fit in with trends is a conflict for me.

 

I was walking recently and listening to a song in my I-pod. There are some things about this one pop song that I really love.  The whole sound is sort of scratchy-old time sounding. The intro chord progressions are not traditional “rock/pop” sounding.There are vocal runs that sound improvised. There are some growls and tone changes that just get me jazzed. At one point you can hear the vocalist giggle. And once she cusses under her breath. I was boogieing  along (it’s a rural area—no one was watching!), thinking about all the things I love about this song, why I keep listening to it, and then I had an epiphany.

The aspects of this song that I love are what make it really unique. The singer has obvious incredible vocal skills, but that’s not what keeps me coming back. It’s the stuff that is different, not traditional sounding for the genre that I love. It’s the parts of the song that sound like maybe they aren’t supposed to be there that I love. It’s the sound of free-wheeling improvisation (it may have been planned, but it doesn’t sound that way.)

And then I realized maybe these are the same aspects of art, of my quilt art, that other people may be drawn to. And these are the very aspects that make me comfortable with my art not looking like everyone else’s. I feel confident that I have the skills to do what I do. It’s the fear of being different that undermines my confidence. If my work doesn’t look like some others’ work that sells or gets acclaim, is that OK? Will someone want my work?

The answer, I believe, is yes. I guess sounding like popular music gives you a better chance of selling more records. Or just being forgotten for sounding like everyone else. Adopting techniques and materials that are currently popular could help me sell more work. And it increases the chances of my work not being noticed because it looks like everyone else’s. And, most importantly, it doesn’t really make me feel good.

So many artists are struggling to express themselves creatively but at the same time make something they can sell. Artists. Crafters. Trying to be “unique” and at the same time adopting popular trends to help them sell more.

Creating works of art from textiles that are genuine, not adopted from popular trends is not the easy way to go. It is risky, just like aspects of that song I like. That song sold a lot of copies. I’m not the only one who liked that funky, unplanned, raw sounding song. And if my art is funky, appears to have an aspect of being improvised, and a little “raw” rather than perfect, then that’s fine. It’s more than fine. It’s Amy. Other people like a little boogie with their art, too!

6 thoughts on “Creating Art Like A Song

  1. You are so right! When I discovered that I could paint…and then that folks would actually “buy” my creations, I was thrilled! But the problem was it changed who I was, I went from painting what I loved and loving to paint to painting what I thought I could sell. I was unhappy most of the time. My joy, my art became “work”. It took a long time to stop chasing that dollar and realize that I needed to create for me. Since I now “follow my heart” my paintings have improved so much and in so little time….I’m amazed at the transformation in myself…even if I do say so myself!!

  2. And the transformation in yourself will last a lifetime (following a trend won’t!) And, as we learned in “Hello Soul, Hello Business”, attracting our “Who” is the THING! We can’t do that unless we actually show them Who we ARE!

  3. Amy – I LOVE that your designs are different. Yes, it’s risky to go against “trend.” But, trend’s are fickle and tempermental and undependable. Your work is very unique and that’s what sets you apart! I like not having to be on the trend-wagon. Living in a small city that isn’t trend-conscious is a refreshing treat for me (I lived in Dallas for 9 years – very trend-conscious and worked for a company that required following trends). I like being ME. I like your work because it’s YOU.

    • Thanks, Jenn. I’m getting comfortable with rough around the edges, and expressing that in my art. (And I, too, have moved from a trend-conscious area to a rural one—very freeing!)

  4. Amy, I love your art quilts. I love that they are different because that’s what really made me sit up and take notice (that and your fantastic story telling!). Had they been just like any other art, I may not have discovered what a gem you are, cos they would have gotten lost in a sea of similars.

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